So I'm sitting here looking at the courses for the J-session at my school so I can see when he classes are for the Shanghai trip. It's nowhere to be found; they took it off. I AM NOT GOING TO SHANGHAI. I'm so upset right now I could cry. This was something I was looking forward to since the summer.

I can't believe this. I really wanted to go. I never got the chance to study abroad and this was my chance to get a taste of it.